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Wednesday

Be a firefighter.


Firefighter
Brave.
Risk-taker.
Knows his purpose - To save people from flames.

Hasty / time-conscious.
Doesn't delay.
Gives his best just to protect the people.
Knows no age, no social status, and so on.
Willing to lose his own life.

Sunday

What if His people Prayed

WHAT IF HIS PEOPLE PRAYED
CASTING CROWNS

What if the armies of the Lord
Picked up and dusted off their swords
Vowed to set the captive free
And not let satan have one more


What if the Church, for heaven's sake
Finally stepped up to the plate
Took a stand upon God's promise
And stormed hell's rusty gates

Chorus I:
What if His people prayed
And those who bear His name
Would humbly seek His faith, yeah
And turn from their old ways

And what would happen if we prayed
For those raised up to lead the way
Then maybe kids in school could pray
And unborn children see light of day

What if the life that we pursue
Came from a hunger for the truth
What if the family turned to Jesus
Stopped asking Oprah what to do

Chorus I:
What if His people prayed
And those who bear His name
Would humbly seek His face yeah
And turn from their own way
Chorus II:
He said that He would hear
His promise has been made
He'll answer loud and clear, yeah
If only we would pray

Bridge:
If My people called by My name
If they'll humble themselves and pray
If My people called by My name
If they'll humble themselves and pray

Choruses:
What if His people prayed
And those who bear His name
Would humbly seek His face, yeah
And turn from their old ways
He said that He would hear
His promise has been made
He'll answer loud and clear yeaah
If only we would pray

(Choruses and bridge ad lib)




Wednesday

Morning Session with my Rock


 
There are times that we lack the courage to take another step, times when we fear to move into the next level. You’re maybe thinking about your current situation in your home, or perhaps in school where your classmates think that you’re that type of i-gotta-get-all-the-1.0s-in-the-world person, or even at work where your workmates think that you’re the boss’ pet. 

Today is October 28 and the month’s about to end. I remembered my last Youth Reload Cafe (if you’re wondering what this thing is, well, it’s a Christian gathering, or party ‘yay’, to celebrate and know more about God and to empower us, especially on our spiritual side) for cell leaders last October 13, which reminded me of going to the next level. We were challenged to do many things such as having n x 2, where n = current number of cell groups, cell groups, and so on. At this very point of time, after assessing myself, I haven’t actually gone to the level that I am supposed to be at.
 
Yes, I managed to graduate on my Post-Encounter class and I believe that’s already a big thing. But on the other aspects of my life: academics, cell group, my being a disciple, a son to my family, a friend, on my finances and time, and so on, my feet seemed to be immobilized by a magnet. What is this magnet? Fear.
 
When we climb to reach the top of the mountain, we experience varying environments. As we increase our altitude, the more problems we would encounter such as the change in temperature, pressure, oxygen availability, and many more, which could really result to fatal conditions. Not only that, huge amount of energy would really be needed to reach the top of the mountain. Those are what I am afraid of, the consequences of my actions.
 
To be in the next level means a different environment, i.e. an environment with more problems and trials. After graduating my post-encounter class, I realized that that wasn’t the end of the process; I still need to enrol on the School of Leaders class, which they say has more requirements and a lot difficult compared to the Post-Encounter class. Not only that, Satan would really strengthen his plans to beat me down by using my family perhaps to stop me from continuing the process, or making me busy in my academic life next semester to forget about evangelism or devotion. And, what most Christians fear of: persecution. Increasing the number of my cell groups means that I would need to meet more people, who could possibly persecute me or what. My father is even back in persecuting me. Perhaps some of my friends already think that I’m delusional, when I send them godly messages.
 

But I already anticipated these things to happen.
 
“In fact, everyone who wants to live a godly life in Christ Jesus will be persecuted...”(2 Timothy 3:12).
 
Yes, living a life as a Christian is hard. The consequences are to be feared of. But is this my fight? No. It’s His fight. I may have this fear, but because I’m under the grace of God, I believe I can do all of these things. People may think that I’m delusional, but let’s see who gets delusional when death comes. I may have fear inside my heart, but because of His overwhelming love, I feel secured. After all these things I said, though it’s a bit scary, but let’s see where my faith can take me. I want to keep my faith and fight the good fight. I will obey everything that He commands me to do, for faith is next to obedience. Let’s see where He is heading my life. It’s time to denature fear, and learn trust.
 
“But you, keep your head in all situations, endure hardship, do the work of an evangelist, discharge all the duties of your ministry” (2 Timothy 4:5). Time to start the evangelism.
 
By the way, this should be a 2:18 am post.

Tuesday

Just how far is the East from the West?

I looked at myself and asked, how far have I gone as a Christian?


Honestly, I never planned to be like this. It never came to my mind that I'd come to know Him and worship Him. I was a rockstar before, definitely a social conformist. Attending the Sunday mass made me feel as a Christian. It never came to my mind the vision of winning souls, rather, just winning the people's hearts for my sake. This must be the West, where the sun goes down and ends its glory.

But look at where I am right now.

In the East, where the sun rises and takes dominion on earth, my life is now filled with hope. Psalm 103:12 says "as far as the east is from the west, so far has he removed our transgressions from us." Christians who are absolutely living as Christians are definitely far from their previous state. But what about the others?
I have to share this, but in Philippians 3:18-19: The Enemies of the Cross
18For, as I have often told you before and now say again even with tears, many live as enemies of the cross of Christ. 19Their destiny is destruction, their god is their stomach, and their glory is in their shame. Their mind is on earthly things.
Are you one of them? Set the disparity. Invest for eternity.

Yes, I stumble too, many times. A thousand times. But I always go back to the paradigm of God holding a piece of metal. I am the metal, and God wants to form something out of my being metal. And yes we know that metals are difficult to bend and flex and form. But one thing:

Pressure is the force on an object that is spread over a surface area. The equation for pressure is the force divided by the area where the force is applied. Although this measurement is straightforward when a solid is pushing on a solid, the case of a solid pushing on a liquid or gas requires that the fluid be confined in a container. by Ron Kurtus (revised 18 March 2006)

In case we don't know or feel, oftentimes we are put into pressure. If we are appalled with pressure, be glad. For if we multiply surface area (ourselves) by pressure (things that pressure us), we get force. That means we have to exert more force (effort) to accomplish the force that was exerted on the first hand (oh yes, talk about jargons). But the bottom line is: we are molded by it. Metals are formed because of pressure exerted. When we try to open a can using a knife, we exert pressure and thus exert force. But what's the product? We enjoy our delicious meals or sauces.



This can also be applied to other people. When we handle people, as leaders perhaps, it's difficult to mold or instruct people. You have to exert force for them to move and to take the walk. But patience and determination determine our success. Also, by His grace, we succeed. It might be difficult during the start of the process (this is very applicable for me) but we, too, are molded by this difficult problem. We just need to take charge. A little pressure and a little patience for the temperature to rise, then this metal will surely melt.

Mom's back from Zamboanga, finally. Gotta set my goals tonight. Let's all level up and melt the metals!



Monday

Do you have feet?

I saw this vid posted in Facebook and my body shivered. The words punctured my heart. Are you ready to take your stand?

Finally back to blogging.

I wonder why I missed blogging. 

Perhaps the mere essence of writing made my fingers feel itchy. Perhaps my brain could no longer hold the information that are neither important nor unnecessary. Perhaps I finally realized that science sucks. Or not.

This afternoon, after unloading my things in the boarding house, I received a bad news. We are to remove our things from the house on October 15, else, we will have to pay Php 750.00, or that is equivalent to a month's rent. The owner of the house was angry because the house was really, really messy, (I, too, must admit. that the house was a mess - CR, kitchen area, dining area). Based on the person's statement, I am kicked out of the house, for a couple time and would eventually be allowed to go back during the start of the second semester. I felt devastated; four reasons:


1) This was not included in the plan. I planned my week to be fine, just enjoying the solitude inside my room and having enough time to spend time with God. I expected to just stay there this week and just be excellent in my studying habits.
2) They didn't tell me in advance. Yes, they're the owner of the house. But should they inform us ahead of time for us to prepare? And this week is final's week, i.e. make or break week for some of us. Yet, they're dispatching us this week, the week when we should really, really focus in our academic life. Too little time to prepare.
3) The fine is not fine. If you were to extend and stay there for a couple of days, say 3, days, still you would have to pay Php 750.00. And geez, they forgot that we're students.
4) My room felt the terror of Bagyong Ondoy and Peping. Water entered my room through the windows and wet my bed and many papers. I forgot to close the windows but I never thought that the water would really penetrate inside my room. 

But, nevertheless, I packed all my things with enthusiasm and without grumbling. Thank God I had my devotion today; excerpts are as follows:
Command - Philippians 2:3-4, 2:14-15
3 Do nothing out of selfish ambition or vain conceit. Rather, in humility value others above yourselves, 4 not looking to your own interests but each of you to the interests of the others.  

   

14 Do everything without grumbling or arguing, 15 so that you may become blameless and pure, "children of God without fault in a warped and crooked generation."
Promise - Philippians 2:15
       Then you will shine among them like stars in the sky.
I cleaned my room and disinfected it. Thank God my devotional notebook was not wet by the rain. The event tested me but I can say that it changed me. It made me hold on to God's promise and made me a better person. I enjoyed cleaning and doing good things. But one thing's not changed: I'd still transfer to another boarding house for I no longer liked to stay there.  



Tuesday

2009 Golden Globe Awards.


Yesterday, while most of us were trampling the flowers, copying the answer of our classmates, making pranks, and etcetera, the 66th Golden Globe Awards was also being held at The Beverly Hilton. and they actually gave some awards (that's what they actually do) that day.

Well, happy that Kate Winslet won two awards! Yes! And as expected, Heath Ledger won an award.

Nominees and the winners with the category are written below (Source: http://www.goldenglobes.org/)


Cecil B. DeMille Award

Steven Spielberg


Best Motion Picture - Drama

The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button
Warner Bros. Pictures and Paramount Pictures; Warner Bros. Pictures and Paramount Pictures

Frost/Nixon
Imagine Entertainment, Working Title, Studio Canal; Universal Pictures

The Reader
Mirage Enterprises; The Weinstein Company

Revolutionary Road
An Evamere Entertainment BBC Films Neal Street Production; DreamWorks Pictures in Association with BBC Films and Paramount Vantage

Slumdog Millionaire

Fox Searchlight Pictures and Warner Bros.; Fox Searchlight Pictures and Warner Bros.

Best Performance by an Actress in a Motion Picture - Drama

Anne HathawayRachel Getting Married

Angelina JolieChangeling

Meryl StreepDoubt

Kristin Scott ThomasI've Loved You So Long

Kate WinsletRevolutionary Road



Best Performance by an Actor in a Motion Picture - Drama

Leonardo DiCaprioRevolutionary Road

Frank LangellaFrost/Nixon

Sean PennMilk

Mickey RourkeThe Wrestler

Best Motion Picture - Musical Or Comedy

Burn After Reading
Working Title/Releasing Company; Focus Features in association with Studio Canal

Happy-Go-Lucky
Summit Entertainm

ent, Film4, Ingenious Film Partners, Miramax Films; Miramax Films

In Bruges
Blueprint Pictures; Focus Features

Mamma Mia!
Relativity Media, Playtone, Littlestar; Universal Pictures

Vicky Cristina Barcelona

Mediapro; The Weinstein Company

Best Performance by an Actress in a Motion Picture - Musical or Comedy

Rebecca HallVicky Cristina Barcelona

Sally HawkinsHappy-Go-Lucky

Frances McDormandBurn After Reading

Meryl StreepMamma Mia!

Emma ThompsonLast Chance Harvey

Best Performance by an Actor in a Motion Picture - Musical Or Comedy

Javier BardemVicky Cristina Barcelona

Colin FarrellIn Bruges

James FrancoPineapple Express

Brendan GleesonIn Bruges

Dustin HoffmanLast Chance Harvey

Best Performance by an Actress In A Supporting Role in a Motion Picture

Amy AdamsDoubt

Penélope CruzVicky Cristina Barcelona

Viola DavisDoubt

Marisa TomeiThe Wrestler

Kate WinsletThe Reader

Best Performance by an Actor In A Supporting Role in a Motion Picture

Tom CruiseTropic Thunder

Robert Downey Jr.Tropic Thunder

Ralph FiennesThe Duchess

Philip Seymour HoffmanDoubt

Heath LedgerThe Dark Knight




Best Animated Feature Film

Bolt
Walt Disney Pictures; Walt Disney Studios Motion Pictures

Kung Fu Panda
DreamWorks Animation SKG; Paramount Pictures

Wall-E

Walt Disney Pictures and Pixar Animation Studios; Walt Disney Studios Motion Pictures

Best Foreign Language Film

The Baader Meinhof Complex (Germany)
The Country of Germany
(DER BAADER MEINHOF KOMPLEX) Constantin Film Produktion GmbH; Summit Entertainment, LLC

Everlasting Moments (Sweden, Denmark)
The Country of Sweden and The Country of Denmark
(MARIA LARSSONS EVIGA Ă–GONBLICK) Final Cut Productions Aps; IFC Films

Gomorrah (Italy)
The Country of Italy
(GOMORRA) Fandango; IFC Films

I've Loved You So Long (France)
The Country of France
(IL Y A LONGTEMPS QUE JE T’AIME) UGC YM/UGC Images/France 3 Cinema/Integral Film; Sony Pictures Classics

Waltz With Bashir (Israel)

The Country of Israel
Bridgit Folman Film Gang/Les Films D'Ici/Razor Films/Arte France/ITVS International; Sony Pictures Classics

Best Director - Motion Picture

Danny BoyleSlumdog Millionaire

Stephen DaldryThe Reader

Ron HowardFrost/Nixon

Sam MendesRevolutionary Road

Best Screenplay - Motion Picture

Doubt
Written by John Patrick Shanley

Frost/Nixon
Written by Peter Morgan

The Reader
Written by David Hare

Slumdog Millionaire

Written by Simon Beaufoy

Best Original Score - Motion Picture

The Curious Case Of Benjamin Button
Composed by Alexandre Desplat

Changeling
Composed by Clint Eastwood

Defiance
Composed by James Newton Howard

Slumdog Millionaire

Composed by A. R. Rahman

Frost/Nixon
Composed by Hans Zimmer

Best Original Song - Motion Picture

"Down To Earth"Wall-E
Music By: Peter Gabriel and Thomas Newman
Lyrics By: Peter Gabriel

"Gran Torino"Gran Torino
Music By: Clint Eastwood, Jamie Cullum, Kyle Eastwood and Michael Stevens
Lyrics By: Jamie Cullum

"I Thought I Lost You"Bolt
Music & Lyrics By: Miley Cyrus and Jeffrey Steele

"Once In A Lifetime"Cadillac Records
Music & Lyrics By: Beyoncé Knowles, Amanda Ghost, Scott McFarmon, Ian Dench, James Dring and Jody Street

"The Wrestler"The Wrestler

Music & Lyrics By: Bruce Springsteen

Best Television Series - Drama

Dexter (SHOWTIME)

House (FOX)
Heel and Toe Films, Shore Z Productions and Bad Hat Harry Productions in association with Universal Media Studios

In Treatment (HBO)
Sheleg, Closest To The Hole Productions and Leverage in association with HBO Entertainment

Mad Men (AMC)

Lionsgate

True Blood (HBO)
Your Face Goes Here Productions in association with HBO Entertainment

Best Performance by an Actress In A Television Series - Drama

Sally FieldBrothers & Sisters (ABC)

Mariska Hargitay – Law & Order

January JonesMad Men (AMC)

Anna PaquinTrue Blood (HBO)

Kyra SedgwickThe Closer (TNT)

Best Performance by an Actor In A Television Series - Drama

Gabriel ByrneIn Treatment (HBO)

Michael C. HallDexter (SHOWTIME)

Jon HammMad Men (AMC)

Hugh LaurieHouse (FOX)

Jonathan Rhys MeyersThe Tudors (SHOWTIME)

Best Television Series - Musical Or Comedy

30 Rock (NBC)

Universal Media Studios in association with Broadway Video and Little Stranger Inc.

Californication (SHOWTIME)
Showtime Presents in association with Aggressive Mediocrity, and Then…, Twilight Time Films

Entourage (HBO)
Leverage and Closest to the Hole Productions in association with HBO Entertainment

The Office (NBC)
Deedle Dee Productions/Reveille/NBC Universal Television Studio; NBC

Weeds (SHOWTIME)
Showtime/Lionsgate Television/Tilted Productions, Inc.; SHOWTIME

Best Performance by an Actress In A Television Series - Musical Or Comedy

Christina ApplegateSamantha Who? (ABC)

America FerreraUgly Betty (ABC)

Tina Fey30 Rock (NBC)

Debra MessingThe Starter Wife (USA)

Mary-Louise ParkerWeeds (SHOWTIME)

Best Performance by an Actor In A Television Series - Musical Or Comedy

Alec Baldwin30 Rock (NBC)

Steve CarellThe Office (NBC)

Kevin ConnollyEntourage (HBO)

David DuchovnyCalifornication (SHOWTIME)

Tony ShalhoubMonk (USA)

Best Mini-Series Or Motion Picture Made for Television

A Raisin In The Sun (ABC)
Sony Pictures Television, Storyline Entertainment, and Bad Boy Worldwide Entertainment

Bernard And Doris (HBO)
Trigger Street Independent Productions in association with Little Bird and Chicago Films and HBO Films

Cranford (PBS)
A Co-Production of BBC and WGBH Boston.

John Adams (HBO)

Playtone in association with HBO Films

Recount (HBO)
Spring Creek/Mirage Productions in association with Trigger Street Productions, Everyman Pictures and HBO Films

Best Performance by an Actress In A Mini-series or Motion Picture Made for Television

Judi DenchCranford (PBS)

Catherine KeenerAn American Crime

Laura LinneyJohn Adams (HBO)

Shirley MacLaineCoco Chanel

Susan SarandonBernard And Doris (HBO)

Best Performance by an Actor in a Mini-Series or Motion Picture Made for Television

Ralph FiennesBernard And Doris (HBO)

Paul GiamattiJohn Adams (HBO)

Kevin SpaceyRecount (HBO)

Kiefer Sutherland24 (FOX)

Tom WilkinsonRecount (HBO)

Best Performance by an Actress in a Supporting Role in a Series, Mini-Series or Motion Picture Made for Television

Eileen AtkinsCranford (PBS)

Laura DernRecount (HBO)

Melissa GeorgeIn Treatment (HBO)

Rachel GriffithsBrothers & Sisters (ABC)

Dianne WiestIn Treatment (HBO)

Best Performance by an Actor in a Supporting Role in a Series, Mini-Series or Motion Picture Made for Television

Neil Patrick HarrisHow I Met Your Mother (CBS)

Denis LearyRecount (HBO)

Jeremy PivenEntourage (HBO)

Blair UnderwoodIn Treatment (HBO)

Tom WilkinsonJohn Adams (HBO)